October 2008
64 posts
September 2008
150 posts
So much to do!
Just feelin’ ultra stressed. I’ve got assignments pilin’ up the butt and not including reshoots. Tomorrow morning: If I get up early I’m going to go to the beach and pray/walk. Then off to Jefferson to hopefully pick up my UCSB and Plane of Focus assignment (cross your fingers that I passed), work on a reading assignment due tomorrow anddd start my research paper thats due...
Last one …
ps- The internet decides to work at a decent pace @ 130am …ugh
So funny
Amy swimming with the fishies
Lovebug aka Amy
Best Friends Forever
Friends. What a great thing to have in life. There’s been unexpected friendships coming out of no where and old friendships rekindling into what they used to be and better. Just support and love all the way around, it’s nice. It’s a nice change, going from being so lonely to having text messages and little encouraging words. Or simply an “I love you” from an old best...
JUST
pissed off. Head hurts and being broke. Fucking frustrating. I wish I could watch Lost.
bad times
Definitely me too…
ps- im tired but cant sleep so im blog-lurking…
mollylinden:
I’ve kept journals since elementary school. I must have gone through 15-20. Partly because I’m addicted to new notebooks. I tend to buy them with great hopes of writing stories and things but never quite get around to it.
6 paaaaaack
Just finished! Started settin it all up (check out the set shots below) around 9? Maybe 8, kinda took my time. Started shootin around 11, and just got done at 4. Not bad, cross your fingers for me that they turn out. As hot and stressful as it was, it was a good learning experience. And it was fun having my own little studio errr garage? Ha, anyways..off to see a movie with mom! Miss my love...
where's the love?
What happened that made us all so hostile towards each other? For real, I live in a decent neighborhood, but the neighborhood that I have to pass on the way to my house is kind of sketch. Yes, there are a lot of Mexicans, and that can be quite intimidating..just like a neighborhood of African Americans or a neighborhood of white people. (No ones afraid of asians, JOKE) Anyways, I’ve always...
road trips all day e'reday
Ventura, CA at 7:45 am this morning, been up since 6. Have to go take a math test so I can leave for home a little early. Then back here to pack my last things before I head to Gilroy, CA. Gonna be a long drive. (at least I wont miss Greys Anatomy tonight!!!!!!!)
pizza in the oven
Ended up going to class this morning, for a longgg two and a half hours of listening to Nick ramble on about one of the tangents he’s off on and talk about one picture for 15 minutes at a time. My critique went a lot better than I expected. He really liked my picture for Anxious, filthy..not so much. I should’ve shot it somewhere else. He gave me a good idea about the tar at the...
Can't stop tearing up
On top of one of the busiest and most stressful weeks I’ve had at Brooks, my car decides to have $1500 worth of damage to the brakes and 4-5 hours of labor. Yeah, I’m not kidding. Mom said it best, “Thank God you didn’t come home last weekend, God was looking out for you.” That could’ve been serious bad news, at least I’m killing many birds with one stone...
home
getting back into the groove of things, keeping busy and not sitting on my butt 24 hours in a day. trying to stay on top of things verses letting them build up. i’m doing okay. and guess what! i’m coming home this weekend!
to do list:
1. Get oil changed
2. Get brakes changed
3. Shoot my creative assignments (filthy & anxiety)
4. Pick up my UCSB film
5. Shoot plane of focus
6. Do lab reading assignment
7. Grocery shopping
All by Wednesday
Reality
Wow, God is so good. Stubborn me should’ve taken Christina’s offer up a long time ago to go to a church called Reality in Carpinteria. What a great thing God is doing there. The size is intimidating but the privacy you almost get from it is awesome. People there are on fire for God and that is just the church I need to be at. I can’t wait to continue going and meeting people.
God...
Everything in me has been wanting and needing to go to church this past week especially because I didn’t go last week. Of course, now, I can’t find the motivation to actually go to church. I semi-missed my chance to go to Reality in Carp this morning, but I really want to get involved there. Thinking about making my way to Hope Community. Last night was the first night in three days...
l-l-l-l-ookin up
Let’s be real, it’s been a rough week. Emotionally and mentally, sitting on the beach yesterday by myself and not being able to get a grip on what was going through my head, saved me temporarily. Just calmed me to know that everything is gonna be okay. I miss my people, my home. I miss everyone familiar to me. I miss my mom more than anything because she is there for me even if she...
buhraaaaaaakedwwwn
I have found something that relaxes me and puts me at ease. Two things, actually. I am still down but slowly looking up. I’ll be aaaaalright. ps- I miss my mom more than anyone.
losing my mind.
took the words out of my mouth
leeshr:
so many fucking u turns. loooooossssssssssssssstttttt. cant wait for new greys anatomy. its starting to feel like home around here?
weeks over
back to (getting) Lost
Daily Bible Verse
I receive a daily bible verse sent to my email everyday and their usually and creepily dead on to whats going on in my life..
Air 1’s Verse of the Day
9/17/2008
“And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.”
Romans 8:28, NLT
Struggle is nature’s way of strengthening
– Mr. Locke from Lost
sucking at life
why am i so fucking complex
expecting lost to take my mind off SHIT
:(
loragrl:
I am a ticking time bomb.
bellowscompensation4x5meterreadingsbdeblah
I didn’t go to church this morning, which is a first since I moved. I was planning on going to a 4pm service with Dorothy but i just don’t feel like it. The assignment I just shot should not have taken me as long as it did, but I was confused, still learning how to use my new 4x5 (which is a lot different than the ones I’ve been using) and trying to apply new techniques. by. my....
4:30am
I just finished my movie. Can’t sleep.